Wednesday 30 November 2011

I Watch People

LOL, okay. So this post is gonna be really creepy, so if you ain't into that sort of thing,then you best be leaving.

Okay, so I watch people that I like. They're somewhat different. They're intriguing. Yah, 'cause I'm a creep. I'm a weirdooooooo. REST OF THE SONGGGGG. Okay, LOL, moving on. So let's describe these people. Imma talk to y'all about two people.

Person number one being Emilee Tang. SHE'S SO CUTE! She's also very pretty and nice and fun to be around. She's also very lame :) I like her very much. She's also weird. I like weird. She's a friendly girl too. I remember this one time in camp, we were waiting for the other teams to finish and so she started playing with one of the laptop crews member's / handballer's psp's, and I remember thinking at that very moment: "Gosh, she is so cool!" Yes. And sometimes I stare at her and she's so innocent! Gosh, she's awesome. Okay, NEXT!

The second person I shall talk about today is in fact one of today's objects of observations. She is CATRINA TAN! LOL, she is also cool. I love her red red hair, and the way she is. She's so nice, and kind and lovely. LOL I accidentally said I love you instead of I love your hair today :L :$ So, I was watching her in Drama today, right? AND SHE'S SUCH A KID! LOL she just sits there and sniffles. I remember one day, there was a scribble on her leg, and apparently, it's because it was itchy there so she scratched the area with her pen, unknowing to the fact that her pen thingy was out and she was drawing on herself! Haha, oh Cartina D.But yes, Catrina is very pretty, and adorable.

LOL, I watch people. And I judge them. I live right across from Fairfield Forum, and so I can see people in the car park. I watch them too :L I'm not a creep, I swear. Anywho, I like to see what they do, AND PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT THEIR DAMN TROLLEY IN THE TROLLEY BAY. They just push there little trolleys into the garden and walk away. LOL. it annoys me :L And yeah, when I watch them, I think about how oblivious they are to the fact that there's a little Asian boy watching them. Then I start to think if people watch me when I'm out and about. Chances are there are people watching you from afar. Not because they're creeps or anything, but because they're bored :L So try not to look stupid in a car park :)

LOL, okay so I'm somewhat creepy, but don't worry. This is as far as it goes. I'm not gonna start collecting strands of hair or anything. Although I have been wanting to start a collection.. LOLjokes, calm down :L So yeah. Better watch out, boys and girls, because you could be next on my watching list

Also,



"Or are we just having the same nightmare?"

"But we can't sleep."

MY DAY

Haha, so english was delish. LOL, not really. It was okay. The questions were okay, it was just THE TIME IT THEY GAVE ME TO TIE MY SHOELACES DID NOT SUFFICE. LOL Did I use that word right? "GAVE"? Anywho, yeah. But, hopefully, hardly anybody finished, or wrote enough, so they won't penalise us too much. Yes. I wish upon the shiniest stars, the ones that burn the brightest, even if they fall the fastest - because I'm a desperate little bastard/housewife, I am. Erm. Collected money today. By the way guys, on Friday, the SRC will be collecting money on Friday for the K-mart wishing tree thing again, and if you donate at least five dollars or more, then you'll get the chance to enter a raffle, where the winner gets to go with the SRC to Kmart to buy stuff that you can't have :L It probably won't concern year 12, but make sure you tell yo siblings! Okay, so after school I went to eat Phillip Thai food with Huynh, Jess and E. That was nice. Umumumumum, I need to pay for jersey! :O Okay. I'll go loo

Tuesday 29 November 2011

"Lucky" I'm in love with a man's best friend

Hi, Cynthia. This post does not concern you at all. I just thought I'd try and fit in with all the other bloggers.
So today, I became a beastialist, I ate potato balls, I took a bus ride, I discussed christmas and I didn't get to visit Maria :( Oh well, there is always week 10. Hm. Well, I guess that's all that happened today.

Also,


Bad things happen in houses like those.

Saturday 26 November 2011

Too dramatic for me own good :)

Guys, lol. Realisation: I don't love you. Not even close, mate. I'm just overdramatic. I hardly even know you! So, like, I think you actually have to have some sort of a bond or connection to love someone. Haha, there ain't one between us. 
I love jelly, lychee drinks and Lady Gaga, but darling, I don't love you :\ Sure, I like you. Quite a lot actually. But until you ever like me back, this is a lost cause. Don't worry. I'm okay :) I probably always was :L If I weren't already moving in with my sassy, kinda black friend, Maria, I would totally be your Wallace Wells :) LOL, I can imagine you writing songs for every girl you date, to get into their pants :L like that song, Cupid's Chokehold. Good song. Okay. I'm done. 

Aw man. I don't know you :(

It's time to stop being sad.

I was just going to post something on My Cerebrum. Something about my saddest moments. And then I watched this:




And gosh, it really lifted my spirits. Who needs sadness. Maybe it means I'm human but I already knew that :L I don't want to be sad anymore. I know you'll never love me, dear, and I've accepted that. I think I did a long time ago. It's just that when this last spark of hope went out, I kind-of panicked. It's okay now. I hope it is. I've been moping and sad and angry today too much. That's not me.

A wise friend once said to me that "things will get better in the end. If it's not better, then it's not the end." There will be other boys, other heartbreakers, other loves, but when it comes to the end, there will be a true one. Yay. Oh, and also Jess, Imma use that quote in my script :L 
It's time to go study now.

Friday 25 November 2011

'Cause I'm Mr Brightside.

Pros about our non-existent relationship:
  •  Hm.
  • I don't have to shame my parents by loving a Kambo Kid :L
  • I can relate to an Adele song... with millions of other people :L
  • I'm not entirely sure. In fact I just made this up, but let's just say "the most important ingredient for the perfect love story is heartbreak."
  • I can relate to a paramore song :D
Cons:
  • There are none because this worked out well and beautifully and great and you make me sad.

Wednesday 23 November 2011

LOL Just one of those things

Haha, I was in love with this guy a while back :L The song is really nice. Colorblind by the Counting Crows. It has potential for a belonging text :)


SOLAR BEAUTY from nicolas valois on Vimeo.

Sunday 20 November 2011

What Has Been Going On In Ze Vorld of Vilhem?

Let's see. Well, on Wednesday, I was on STAGE! As part of the official party. I seem to be the worst captain out of the four of us. When we entered, we were supposed to stay standing for the national anthem. I had no idea :( I sat down, and when Jenny tapped my shoulder, I shot up. Ms Vlassis laughed at me >:( And then, when I went to speak, I INTERRUPTED BONHAM'S HAPPY CLAPS :( I felt so rude and embarrassed afterwards. I'm sorry, Bonham. Next time, I'll let y'all clap twice as long :D (Parks 4 lyf, boyz.) And so that was embarrassing. I also wore my first school tie. As in my own tie :O Well, it wasn't in my possession at that time, but I bought the same exact one right after :D
Okay, so that was wednesday. Then there was THURSDAY! That was a good day. School was school. I bought meself a secondhand textbook. It's called "Physics in Context". Yeah. Also, Secondhand Serenade is a cool band name. Okay, so after school, I travelled to Lewisham with Mai, Emily Tea and Margsss. I made it to the second round :D But, I stuffed up my monologue. LOL Oh my god. I tried to do serious. I cannot do serious. I did the most AWKWARD squinting. LOL OH MY GOD. HAHA. :'( But, yeah. The people were generally nice. Just like the Canley groups before me, people thought we were saying Kellyville instead of Canley Vale :L Oh, us. There were those who were really proud of their acting skills, and those who wanted control. Oh, funny thing. We were split up into groups and sent to different rooms, right? And each group was to base a performance on a line, form a selection of lines. We chose "Do you recognise this?" and decided to do an interrogation about WHO ATE THE CAKE? And oddly enough, the other group, using a different line, also did an interrogation about WHO ATE THE COOKIES? LOL How weird :L And yeah. I went home with a few guys from the place. One guy was really into this one blonde chick, regretting his lack of flirting. Aw :L the other guy wants to make a lot of money in show business, hosting a show or something? And show his parents and make them take back their lectures :L and we met another guy at the station. He's from ford street, and gosh. He is good. In fact, when we got onto the train, he got a phone call, and it was the people from the audition place telling him that he made it in. i got no call :\ Not surprised LOL I was still sad that no other canley people made it that day :( Oh well...
And that was Thursday.
So now, we talk about THURSDAY! That was- LOL I mean FRIDAY :L Anyhow, that was also a good day. I went to National Young Leader's day. And a lot of people talked :) There was Jessica Watson, April Henry, Delta Goodrem and many other people. Th host was a good one, and he speakers were very interesting. And they gone and got me thinking - do I really want to become an engineer? 
"Don't ever be limited by what other people think you can do." April Henry said that. And I want to go into the film industry. I don't need a job with a long name. I want to create a story, and share it with thousands of people. I wanna make a movie that gets onto IMDB's top 250. That's the dream. But, my family wants me to get a big job. I'm still gonna go through uni though. Maybe I'll try and become a biomedical engineer and make movies on the side. But I wanna put all my energy into a film :\ But yeah, I know. It's risky and there's the money problem. Darn. Oh, and DELTA GOODREM. The lady I grew up with! Yeah, as I got older, I got bored of her songs, but I did love her at one point. When I found out she got cancer, my brother told me she died and I got really sad. I was too young to grieve, but woe was me for a day or two. Then I found out my brother lied and he laughed his ass off >:(
Then there's Saturday. Pretty fun. English tutor is always fun :) We read and wrote short stories. Quite alright. I went absurd though, and that's pretty much the opposite of what my teacher told us to do :L Afterwards, I went shopping in Fairfield with Jessica. That was fun. Oh, Christmas. The joy you bring is amazing.
SUNDAY: Which is today. Well, science. I zoned out like crazy. I am not trying hard enough :( LOL When I was tying my shoes outside, some fat bogan guy said "I'm gonna grab a little boy's ass today." :L I think he was joking. I hope he was joking :\ Err.. Yeah
Right just then, I wrote the beginning of my absurdist script. I'm having fun writing it. Scrap Jupiter, it's time for the Falling Man. 
Sad how I got the idea from the suicidal victims of Sept. 11 though. I feel somewhat heartless :(
Yeah, bye now!

Today's issue bought to you in BLACK AND WHITE! :O

Sunday 13 November 2011

WRITE FOR ME, PUPPETTS!

LOL Just ignore the title :L
Okay, so today, or tomorrow, or on Tuesday, or on Wednesday. Okay, the latest I will start this story will be Wednesday... LOL Okay, so I'm going to attempt a belonging imaginative piece. Yes. And I'm going to try to write it in an absurd way. As in, it's gonna be weird, non-sensical and unrealistic. Let's see how this one goes. But, it's probably gonna come out as stupid, too weird and what the HORRIBLE WORD THAT MEANS 'TO SEX'.  It also has the problem of a deceased writer.. Yeah... LOL Which is usually frowned upon. But, I'll have it checked out anyway. And if that doesn't work, then I'll just turn it into a script and hand it in as my IP for Drama :L ALL GOOD. And I'm afraid I might abandon my intergalactic idea for the script which I had my heart set on. I feel like I'm somewhat betraying it :L LOLokay :L Anywho, so imma try and write a story soon. Its title: Falling.

Saturday 5 November 2011

Cataclysmic Hydrodynamic

I once "swyped" the keypad thingy on my phone, and it predicted that. The title that is. Yes. I like the ring of it too. The ring of nonsense and 'ic'... LOL I DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF. LOL Okay, so today, at peak, I listened. :O Yeah, during chem. Then in physics, I zoned out like crazy. I kept on thinking of love letters, blagging and scripts. But, I listened in a few times. Geostationary Earth Orbits are orbits that have the same period with ze Earth, so like, they're cool :L

Right now, I am creating my english essay. I've decided I will support the site. Before, I was all against it, calling it bias and unrealistic. LOL silly me. So now, Imma be all, it's a great site, but I'll add in a hint of antithesis. Just a hint. Well, maybe a dash... and a few tablespoons.

You know what I like to do. I like to spread [non-toxic] white craft glue on my skin. When it dries, it's clear, and you can peel it off like sunburnt skin. It's deliciously fun :L Okay, it may seem weird, but don't you guys love peeling off long streaks of dead, sunburnt skin? No? Okay.... :( Yeah, this is a pretty crappy post. BUT I SHALL PUBLISH IT ANYWAY! :\ Yeah, I just wasted [insert time taken to read here] of your life :)

Friday 4 November 2011

Random...

... Acts of Violence. I watched a play about that. One woman show. It was EH LOL :L

So... what's the updawg? Hmmmmmmm. Well, my nose has been a fountain lately. Is it bad to recycle used tissues? Does it matter? Please, someone comment. I NEED TO KNOW IF I'M HURTING ANYBODY :O
I also celebrated peace today. Yes. It was alright. Pretty much like last year's but slightly better :L Quite a few performances this year too :O It was like Eday but crappier LOL Really. Although, I did like the wordsongs [like rapping poems :L] though. The guy who kinda sounded like he was doing meaningful rap was pretty good. Even though with his accent you couldn't really understand all too much, when he finished with the word 'peace', you could tell it was amazing :L
LOL also, there was a bug on Jenny's glasses. And so Dat, being the gentleman that he is, tried to take a photo of it LOL "Stay still, Jenny, just stay really still. DON'T MOVE." :L I can't really say I was genuinely chivalrous either, because I really wanted that photo to be taken too :L "HE SAID DON'T FREAKING MOVE, JENNY!" :L
I also have a video of doves flying. One kid let go too early. Hahaha. Peace RUINED.
Some year 7? kids from another school tried to give their number to miss Pap on the back of their bus on the way home :L They also blew kisses :L "I'm old enough to have a son your age! Stop being naughty!"
I'm not completely in love with Ceremonials yet but don't worry, I will be.
This is my favourite line from the album so far: 
"You are the silence in between
what I thought and what I said."

There was a huge fly in my room. It was on my table, and it accidentally flipped itself over and it couldn't get back up. It was so vulnerable. It was just buzzing about on it's back. All six legs kicking about. Well, kicking about until they were crushed. :\
I had more to say but now I've forgotten :L OH WELL.
Bye now, guy-o's :)