Saturday 11 October 2014

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Hola, amigos, time for me to blaggity blag really, really badly so let's go, romeo. Oh boy, I can't wait til I get a boyfriend so I can say that in real life. Alternatively, if I stop dry-heaving at the thought of women, I might be able to say, "let's jet, Juliet" to a girlfriend (but let's be real, my stomach is turning at the thought of a clitoris. Like, it just hangs at the back of your throat and it makes you vom when you touch it, how gross) ANYWAYS, just an update of my life, by points because lay-z, let's jet, Bert:


  • I went to see Hardwell and I was so happy, I could've died right then and there. I was with my gorgeous friends and we were all jumping and yelling and singing at the last hour. We were high and mighty -- mighty and a little bit high. It was a great night, arguably one of the best I'd ever lived because I was just so damn happy.





  • I went to see the Asstonne shuffle afterwards with Jess and Cole @ Chinese Laundry and they were pretty great during the first half of their set. They had mad drops and there was one that stood out and it was pretty sick, I wish I could find it and link it here or show you a recording but I ceebs and I don't have one :| 


  • A few days later, after Annabelle and Gone Girl had passed, I went to hang with Vic and we had Japanese and I had melon soda w/ icecream in it!! And the rice was delicious, it had sesame seeds and seaweed alongside the love of my life, raw salmon, oh lord. And then, I went to see Nini and I did a tidbit of work until Nini caved in like a bitch and we went to eat chinese/do random shit.





  • On the night the blood moon was veiled by a cloudy sky, we went back to the dunes to build yet another fire. At one point, I had a cigarette for god knows why. Maybe I was sad, maybe I was unsure, maybe I just did it out of instinct? I love the dunes so much. It's like KIK's little nest, its secret hideout. And props to Andrew for finding the place, clap clap clap, ty ty ty. But I just love how calming it is, the way the hills of sand kind of tower over you, creating a quiet valley for secrets whispered from all around the world. Sometimes they look like giant Tsunami waves frozen in time. I love it. Anyways, I took a drag and I tried to climb the hill but the head spins hit me hard, all at once and I ended up defeated and laying on the sand, which was nice in itself. 


  • Last Friday night, we went to the Night Noodle Markets and I got Pad Thai and it was nice for what it was, a $5 takeaway box of their leftovers haha Then we went to Star Bar and Charlie Chan's and back to Star Bar and that was pretty much the night LOL I stayed over at Nini's and we got brunch the day after @ Devon Cafe :))))




And that was that was that was that. Also, I kinda hope this one thing (keepin it ambiggy for nowsies) goes somewhere but I'm always so hopeful to the point where it becomes a bit dangerous and I suck at keeping it chill but I'm hoping it's also a good thing that I'm so... "hopeful". 

Oh, and another thing, I want tattoooooooos. 

Oh, just this other thing first, went on a reallyyyadfjlkdjajagjjgjkafjgaklgklklag bad coffee date, omg. Legit, this nerdy ass bitch keeps dropping hints to do it in the disabled toilets and I'm like fuck offfff. We be shopping and shit and he be directing me so fking subtly towards the disabled toilets and I'm like swerving into The Reject Shop, like ew, I outright told him I didn't want to do that shit and he's bringing up shit like "have you ever had sex in public" and mentioning change-rooms. And he starts jumphugging me in empty aisles and I'm like awkwardly laughing whilst saying stop at the same time, oh god. You are a year younger than me but it feels like you just hit puberty. Ewwwwkajklfjlgjkafg, you could've been at least little boy cute if you weren't so fucking gross, wtf. Anyways, the reason I thought about this was because we came across the subject of tattoos and I said I wanted this big, pretty peony on my lower back and he's like "oh so like a tramp stamp?" And I'm like "lol, yeah, but a little to the right" and he's giving me this look like I'm some cheap hoe -- bitch, I'm miles out of your league, get the fk off my porch, ugh, ew, grozz, no.

BUT BACK TO TATTOOS I WANT, LOL.

I want this huge Peony painted on my back, maybe watercolour, this is a photo of a peony I want the tatt to look like:

And I'm hoping the phrase or quote "NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY" can be playfully written in gold ink, bordering the bottom but sadly golden tattoo ink isn't a thing so maybe a pretty yellow, but idk, my skin is sorta that colour :( Anyways, I remember I used to dislike that whole writing as tattoos sorta thing, like using quotes because yawn but I wanna take it back because I'm so obsessed with poetry rn. But I still dislike blocks of writing as tattoos haha I also want to incorporate the quote "More drunkenness than wine, In the softness of your eyes on mine." because I loooooove it but I don't know what to put it around :/

Anyways, that was me, I am DONE. Goodnight, guys, it's getting late and I think we're heading into sunrise so that's gonna be a killer to my somewhat existent but essentially fading sleep pattern. Oopsies, William did a poopsies all over the walls of the Town Hall Starbucks bathroom. Bye, all.

Oh and one moooooooore thing, just one last thing: I wanna create another blog that's strictly a lookbook for the lols hahaha I like my clothes and maybe people will like my style and the way I dress up. Maybe they won't and I'll open eyes to how badly I make things clash BUT OH WELLS, IT'LL BE FUN IF I'M WILLING TO FIND THE EFFORT AND A PLACE TO TAKE PHOTOS.

Okay, end scene, bye and thanks for reading! <3

Wednesday 1 October 2014

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I Just Want To Have Some Fun ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

You know what's changed? My body confidence, for the better and I looooove it. I'm so much happier than I was before. I mean I used to hate my thighs, I really did. And my gut, I despised my gut. I just wanted a thin waist and for my stomach not to stick out all the time. It even got to the point where I'd buy ill-fitting shorts so they'd go over my jelly thighs and I'd pull them up and tie them tight so they'd hold my gut in and I'd be walking around with really high, baggy shorts that made me look like a total dork. I don't mind flaming it up a bit now, wearing shorter shorts and letting my thighs breathe. I'm also a lot more comfortable being flamboyant and that's okay. I like being a girly boy. It's like I get the best of both worlds. I get to see both sides of the looking glass.

I like people like Huynh who embrace body confidence. The ones who tell you to not hide, to not be afraid, to take your shirt off at the beach because who cares. You do, so care about your happiness and take your dumb shirt off at the beach. What precious people.

Anyways, string of good things so far. We had a little dance party at Maria's new house, we drove to the sand dunes and the sand dunes were gorgeous. So secluded, so lonely, so beautiful. We dug a hole and built a fire in it. I went to Listen Out and flume had mad drops. We hired a boat and rode it across sunny bay to a tiny beach bay thing and we played and counted the time. I was approx. four minutes late to work that day, whoops.

Alsojustalittlething,I'vestoppedbeingsothirstybecauseIhavenogameandI'mhavingsomuchfun,wtf

That's all for tonight, thanks for reading, I really need to get a move on with my portfolio, I've been neglecting it like a BITCH.

Bye.