Thursday 8 September 2016

Berlin

I think my favourite thing about Berlin was the fact that people told us we looked like were locals lol It gave me a bit of a high. Then I would open my mouth and ppl would be like oh nvm...

I felt safe in Berlin.

Whenever I say that, I realise that I feel safe in Sydney too but it has its... well, moments (but maybe so would berlin if I lived there). I don't know. But it's like they said in year 12: "Belonging".

I've also been told by a lot of Germans (two) that you don't know Germany if you've only been to Berlin. I remember that made jess a bit sad and I also remember thinking bitch you're in Berlin!!!! You traveled Europe!!!!

I can't wait to travel the rest of the world. I can't wait to hike all over the world tbh. Like in Germany and Canada and Iceland and New Zealand.

Anyways, Berlin was fantastic. However, I hate that on the first two days, I tried to find a tattoo place for a sun tattoo and got so fkn lost and flustered and mad at the train systems and I essentially wasted two days looking for something I realised I wasn't even ready for.

I really enjoyed my time in Berlin tho. I loved the history and the art and the markets and I guess my biggest regret (and probably jess' too) was that I never ate a fucking apple strudel.

I've been thinking about moving to Berlin. Or that other place that I can't remember but people kept saying it was quite a cool scene (Hanover?). I won't be there long, probs just a year. But I want to study there, something like editing or some shit, Idk something film but in GERMANY. I just want to be there. I often think about what it'll be like to leave home for so long and it'll be awful. I won't have my mum who I depend on so much lol idk how I'll react to being away from my brother and dad hm and I'll miss kik. I'll especially miss Maria who I can't imagine being away from which sounds v sad but it's unfortunately true. I'll probably miss the weather. This guy I know from Essen says he especially loves Australia's weather and I find it odd considering he's been here for a only a little over a month and we haven't had the best weather? So what's that mean for German weather???

Berlin's weather was p good when we were there except for that time it rained heavily and I got my nails done and ran into a fucking glass wall in front of the whole salon and also that time we were waiting in line for Berghain and it rained and nobody left the line.

Btw absolute favourite one star review from any place ever (this was Berghain):





I honestly don't know what I want to do with my life. But I just know I have to move to Germany. Also the same two germans told me that most people in Germany speak English which is comforting. I also hope I learn the language tho.

Also I've gone on three dates with this guy from Essen and the first date I reckon I did p well but I also learnt that that's my limit. After the first date, I go to shits lol. I hope he feels the same about himself, that would make me feel better.

Tchuss! (<-- look at me go lol)

PS: The related tracks feature on soundcloud is a godsend. It gives you such good, spot-on recommended tracks, I'm having such a good time listening to songs I've never heard before ^_^